I sit in the dark more often than not, not because I like it, but because I have grown used to it.
I stare out the window but I see nothing, not because I cannot see, but because it is not what I want to look at.
I smell the rancid wet air of the city, the dust of my living, but I ignore it with a snort. It is not what I want to sniff.
I keep shuffling the songs on my player impatiently, I hear, but it is not what I want to listen to.
I eat meals and nibble on snacks. I enjoy the tastes, but my hunger remains.
I can feel the almost imperceptible roughness of the keys, the tactile feel of each as I stroke it, the way it resists the push, the way it springs back after delivering its electric message. But it is not what I want to finger.
I want to see you, I want to hear you. I want to smell you. I want to touch you. I want to taste you. All in the dark.
Rumination 01
11 years ago
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